2/3/10

Cupid has shot his arrow and, once again, hit the target he intended...

I AM IN LOVE!
Yes, you all heard correctly: this boy is in love! I have fallen for Joyce and have confessed my love for her just in the last few days. I wasn't very certain for the longest time but the timing just felt right. She just makes me so very happy and the time we spend together has been the best in the last 8-10 months of my short existence. Some might say that it might be too soon, seeing as we have only been bf/gf for about 3 months, and I would probably have agreed, before. Not now, however. I have decided to hell with what other people think about the time. When it's right, it's right.

She also confessed to me that she shared the same feelings. She reciprocated what I felt for her, which is amazing, to say the least. It makes me so very glad that she is on board and that we are on the same page at the same time. She told me, though, that she felt that way for much longer than I have, which is wonderful to know. I really don't mind it if she fell in love with me sooner. It always takes me a long time to a) feel enough about a relationship to be in love, and b) to confess to my partner that I have very deep feelings for her. I know that Joyce is so very much happy that I finally told her.

To be honest, I kind of wished that it was under a more romantic setting when we told each other, but what can you do. It was still fine and quite nice to admit it to her. She is such an amazing person, with such a cute smile and a thoughtful personality. She is wonderful and beautiful and affectionate. It makes me smile just thinking about her. This is a definite step in the right direction, I believe. We'll just have to see where this new direction takes us...

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