A few days ago, I had made a comment whilst in the company of several individuals. Having a horrendous memory, I could not recall what the comment I made was but one of the people I was around commented on just how bitter I sounded. It had seemed quite plainly to them that I was unhappy with my current situation and that I have been this way for quite some time. The comment sort of caught me off guard for but a second but it was a second too long, pardon the cliche.
Fact of the matter is that I have been feeling more and more resentful the last few months. What I am resenting I have no clue. Nothing springs to mind, no reason comes to the surface to explain away my bitterness towards the world and its many enchanting creatures. I have usually prided myself in being a "happy go-lucky" individual, amidst all the suffering, pain, enmity, and strife bombarding us on a constant basis. Try as I might to figure out what it might be that is bothering me, I have been short on luck.
I am taking a week off from work in the month of April to figure things out. The week will be used to meditate on the past, live within the present, and plan for the uncertain future. It will be used to decide what I would most like to learn in school, where I want my life to lead me, and why I have been feeling extremely lousy as of late. As this week approaches, I will attempt my most diligence in keeping you up-to-date on the events upcoming and currently happening. So, stay tuned and you just might catch something I miss...
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