I cannot believe that it really is over...

This is it. The week is finally coming to a close. As of the posting of this entry, my relaxation/recuperation/reevaluation week is over and the work week begins again. I must say that the week was a little less eventful than I liked it to be. Then again, that may have to do with myself just wanting to sit on my ass all day, daydreaming and thinking of how things could have been if they had been just slightly different.

I wrote a few days ago that I had not used my time properly in deciding what direction my life would take. As of now, the plan is to return to taking certain high school classes. I must do this because I do not have the appropriate prerequisite credits needed by the university for the engineering program I am interested in. Fortunately, taking adult high school courses falls within my 1-year plan to finally return to a post-secondary institution. Unfortunately, this means a year of not making a decent wage in order to pay for the tuition costs that will eventually find its way to my doorstep.

With that out of the way, I can now focus on other things that have occupied my mind. I can rekindle my love of the arts, particularly the visual arts and musical arts. This means making time to sketch, draw, envision, write melodies, sing, and record. This just might allow me to recenter myself and allow me to keep busy, rather than constantly doing nothing.

So that is that. The week is over and I have to get back to work, back to the dreariness that I left behind, back to the tedious natures of the people I was working with. Back to the days I long to no longer have when life decides to take a turn for the better. As I move back, I can only keep my eyes forward and look to the future...Maybe a brightness will dawn sometime soon...Maybe...